Friday night at the pub

SNOWWWW! It snowed in t he middle of the night! Charlie called me at like 7 and told me to look out the window, all I remember saying is 'that was worth being woken up for' then I fell back to a peaceful sleep...

Hehehe anyhowwww...

On Friday Sadia and Dan came down from Warwick and Sheffield to meet up with us all. With them they brung two new fellas, Will (Sadia's boyfriend) and Lukas (The German). Also there was Sophie, Charlie, Jason, Aidan, Emily, Juan and Phoebe. No one told me Juan was coming so I spent the whole night ignoring him.

It was pretty awkward at points as Sadia hadn't told Aidan she has a boyfriend and they have this whole love thing going down. I wanted to get drunk but alas, I only got mildly tipsy.

We were all meant to go to Metro in Tottenham court road but we got in to London at 1am and by then they weren't letting anyone in. Nik sent me a drunken text saying:

'heading 2 tnttenham ct road v los and phave drunk v much of ales. You 2 wana cum back 2 mine? Hmm im in SOHO N xxx'

alas we didn't meet him as you know, awkward and stuff haha.

We were queing for ages for this bar called Roxies but we all gave up. At 3am we got on the N10 which was absolutely packed, and there was an old Irish man shouting in the face of an Indian guy, about 21 trapped in a seat in the corner. I stayed away so got seperated from Jason as he was protecting me and Phoebe.

I saw this tall black 40 year old man slink toward me and I was like 'haha someones drunk'. He was talking incoherently so I giggled just to be polite, but he then put his hand on my arse and tummy and pulled me towards him. I shoved him off and said 'what the fuck are you doing', noticing he was leering at me with his gold teeth, and he said 'I like you, don't you like me?' I didn't answer before Charlie pushed him away.

By now the irish guy looked more and more like he was going to beat the shit out of the indian guy, so I forced my friends to get off the bus. These proper punks were on the bus and they were shoving people off, so I made my most innocent sad face and said to one of them 'I'm sorry, excuse me, I'm so sorry I just want to get off...' so the punk was like 'it's okay love, you're alright, go ahead'. Haha a punk was nice to me! However he did push off Charlie and Will. They didn't push off Jason, Phoebe or Sadia, but did try and nick Sadia's bus pass.
We got on the 14 and got home at 4am, and got up at 8 because Phoebe had work. Fun times!
Here are some photos...

Hehe I saw this photo and it reminded me of Vanessa :)
anyway...

HELLO.
I am back and my post is not depressing ;D
the other night I went to a vodka lounge with Tom, Richard and Phoebe.
Me and Tom shared ten shots me having : Strawberry, Rasberry, Lemon and Lime, Cherry and White Chocolate. They were pretty sick :p
This guy on a table next to us had to go so he gave us his bottle of champage which had half left. As soon as he was out the door we check the price...40 quid!!! I was like OH MY GODDD...man it was so good ;D
we all got pretty tipsy except for Richard who had a virus from Africa so he was on pills, but he is naturally high anyway...we went to burger king and got some food then returned to Tom's flat at Roehampton (my uni). I met some of his flat mates and they were pretty lame, their kitchen was also disgusting.
When they were gone to play some frisbee (at 2am in the morning...nutters) me and Phoebe but on some prodigy and danced around the room, fun timesss...I then helped her wash her hair.
It was so bloody hot in their I slept in my vest top and pj bottoms, but I barely slept all night, mostly in the fear of flashing someone.

with the champagne! Richard looks slightly scary.
Glasses for Vanessa! Hehehe.

On Friday night I went to Karin's birthday! I wasn't going to go but I was like why not. I gave her a card and some photos of us guys in secondary school. She seemed to like it but perhaps she was lying :p. She kept telling me Charlie was amazing, I think she was slightly tipsy ;D
well all her uni friends are very smart and scary so I didn't really talk to them. I spoke to Daniel Skelton who is a weirdo, Katie who was flirting with SOME GUY (don't deny it Katie) and Liam Hastick who is lovely! Marie arrived with her fit boyfriend as I left. Here are some photos of me looking crap:


KATIE's computing guy hahaha. Hmm I didn't straighten my hair very well now did I...

life ain't so sweet

Haha okayyy.
This is going to be quite a personal post, so sorry for anyone who doesn't care :p

Basically, the dear Colombian that he is, Juan joined a self help group. Well, he doesn't call it that, but he describes it as 'fixing the things in the past that affect your future for the worse' or something. So he has been going around trying to be a 'good person'

That's all good and well, but when you get a call at 8.30 in the morning, when the previous night you had gone to sleep at 4.30 AM, it's a little bit like 'go away'.

Sadly, the waking me up insanely early isn't the worst part.

He Decides to tell me this:

'Look...I just want to explain to you all the reasons why I've been an arsehole to you for the last two years. When we were dating, you never really wanted me, but I always thought I was better than you, so I tried to make you love me to confirm the fact that I was better than you like I thought. I never loved you, I don't think I really ever liked you, it was all to do with my arrogance. I've been pushing you away for the last couple of years because I thought you'd fall back in love with me again. It's fucking arrogant, I know, but it's the truth. This last week I've barely left the house because I've felt so bad about all the pain I caused you. We're kind of fake friends, you and me, like you said, and as I don't really have any friends I want you to be my first true friend, and I just want you to know that I no longer think I'm better than you, and you're an amazing girl'.

HOW HE THOUGHT telling me he NEVER LOVED ME or LIKED ME would make me HAPPY is beyond me.

I'm a really insecure person. I'm not going to deny it. I need love, I need affection and I need people surrounding me who actually like me. And to think that someone was actually capable of loving me, even though I could never think it was true, was a nice feeling. If I was ever sad I could always remember that I was once loved. Alas, this is the ultimate rejection. A total waste of about 4 years of my life because some stupid guy was arrogant and just wanted the self satisfaction of knowing he could get me, as he knew he was superior to me.

:( I need a hug.

New years ever

ALLO everyone.
I am highly hungover so GOOD TIMES FOR ALL.

so yesterday I met these people in Wimbledon :
Charlie, Anthony, Aidan, Sadia, Hannah and Jason. Emily and Phoebe also came but too late to be in the photo :p ... so we spent about 20 minutes looking for a pub that didn't charge 20 quid to get in and ended up in berties wine bar.

I had 4 malibu's and cokes for a massive 12 pound 8p altogether hahaha. There were some wankers in there. Dionne from sixth form was there, wearing an extremely low cut top. We were like o_O 'fuck'. She was looking pretty though. I took some photos but they're all awful hahaha. Here are a select few.
Me and Charlie went on to Kingston for a house party. By the time we got there it was 11.40 and seeing as we had bought a massive bottle of aftershock and drank a lot of it on the way. I was quite tipsy by this point. Mo greeted me with a hug, Jamie said 'Alright Rosie, you met me at the cinema' Ben was like 'hi Rosie'. I think he hugged me. Sam said 'Oh my god, you're so hot, make out with me...oh fuck your charlie's bird, shit...well done mate' to charlie. GOOD TIMES. He was on E tough and probably taking the piss out of me. Someone gave me some champagne to drink...this guy called JAYZ ( I thought he was saying Jase) gave me a kiss on the cheek...here is how our convo went:

Jayz: *kiss on cheek* HELLO. You're Charlies bird aren't you?
Me: Yeeeee HAHAHAHA (look ye I was drunk)
Jayz: Rosie, isn't it? Charlie's said loads about you
Me: ALL good I hope hahahahaha
Jayz: HAHAHA actually he's said nothing at all!
*both laugh crazily*

... it really annoyed me how everyone kept calling me his bird. And him 'my man'. They were like 'OI ROSIE, SORT OUT YOUR MAN'. I was asked to slap him at one point. I can't remember why.

Mo said to me 'As a friend, you're perfect. As a girlfriend, you're alright'. I was ready to start an argument with him but I thought no, let me just be merry and smoke some shisha. It was cherry flavoured. I hope no one had an STD at the party. It was the first time I smoked it and was impressed/extremely amused by the bubbles I created. That was about it though.

When I used the loo it connected to a bedroom so a couple that were having sex came out as I was using it. I was too drunk to be embarassed.

There was all this drum and base shit that I didn't know how to dance to. A lot of glow sticks were involved. Apparently me and Charlie made out for ages on the stairs but I don't remember it.

Charlie shook a bottle of champagne and squirted it all over me so I throw my cup in his face, but it only hit his arm. Ben made me drink from a malibu bottle for 5 seconds. Sadly everyone realised I was very drunk and the bottle was taken away from me.


I remember talking to a girl and she was like 'I want to lose weight this year' and I was like NAH MAN YOU'RE REALLY SKINNY...made a friend there :p hahaha.

I don't know how I got home but I managed to use my memory stick for my phone, so all my photos and songs are gone forever :(

When I got back to Charlie I threw up 4 times. Apparently it was bright blue. I didn't see it though...and I woke up drunk, the world was spinning. I actually quite liked it :p hahaha

Well that is all...I feel ill :( Now to call young John, who is awaiting my call. LOVE YA JOHN.x