I H AVE MOVED!

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My new blog! Enjoy :)

Meow

I have decided from now on to update more, because I keep forgetting about my journal so at least this way I'll have some sort of memory of what was happening during my life at a certain time.

So work is boring. I'm pretty sure I saw trays of dead bodies today- great. All the medical students were being nerdy and hanging around, they thought I was just the photocopying girl so they seemed a bit snobby. One of them had nice arms though, haha.

I have an essay due Thursday so I went all the way to uni to get a video for it, but I just don't have the energy. I should of started sooner but I couldn't find the time and I'm just not inspired about it. Oh well, another bad grade I guess.

I'm looking forward to Christmas :3 hehe. I'll update sooner when I'm in higher spirits! Yawn yawn, I love sleep toooooo much.

Ooo hope everyone enjoys my playlist haha, all my favourite sad songs <3

Sorrow

Hmm so recently I've been feeling really ill.
First of all I had PMS-
I felt tired, irritable and like nothing was real. I find it hard to interact and I felt like I was living in a dream world.
After that it was my period so I felt tired but happy.
Now it's after my period but now I feel tired, dizzy, moody and anxious.

Apparently I'm suffering from anxiety attacks but who knows whats wrong with me. I'm happy when talking to other people but being at work drives me insane. I think I spend too much time alone.

I NEED A HUG.

Disseration...disheartning.

So for uni I have to do a 10,000 word disseration on anything I want involving film.
I decidied to do it on third wave feminism and it's effects on gender representation in the last decade. What a stupid idea hahaha.
It's just annoying because women are never potrayed properly, I guess you could argue men aren't but there is a bigger demographic in film that allows more spectrums of the male physce to be potrayed rather than the womans.
Anyway, I'm gonna focus on those films that guy made, Jude Apatow. He always makes 'unattrative' guys accesible to 'super hot women' who are in more succesful. Ye ye ye. Rant over.

Also...yay for Oboma!

As Mark Ronson said...'I feel like the whole world has won the superbowl'

So time for the quizzie...

Instructions:
Answer the questions below, do a Google Image search with your answer, take a picture from the page of results, and do it with minimal words of explanation.

1. The age you’ll be on your next birthday

Simple enough!

2. A place you’d like to travel to













Venice! I was going to put Germany but I'd prefer this.

3. Your favourite place

Soho in London

OR














Sheffield city :) South Yorkshire

4. Your favourite food

















Chicken Katsy Curry...yum yum yum.



5. Your Favorite drink


















6. Your favourite pet














Dennis! R.I.P Tootsie!

7. Your favorite colour combination










I like them all!

8. Your favourite piece of clothing





















My black vest top and pj bottoms..they keep my warm!

9. Your favourite TV show















Peep Show!!! <3 align="center">10. First name of your significant other

Charlie :)

11. Your first job

Ticket sales assisant at Wimbledon Theatre.

12. Your dream job

Film Censorship!

13. A bad habit you have

Hahaha...speaks for itself.

14. Your worst fear

Death

15. What you'd like to do before you die

:)

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xoxo...gossiprose.

I was bored I'm sorry

Would​you ever date anyone with tattoos?​​

I would but I don't really like them.

Did anything brighten up your day today​?​​

Erm...I like this tv programme called True Blood haha. Talking to Charlie on the phone. Buying a twister. Buying a notepad. Small things :p

How are you feeling at this exact​ moment?​​

Bored/Tired/Anxious because I want to read this material but can't be arsed.

Do you ever wonder how other​ people see you?

Yes

Are you taller than most?​​

Smaller than most.


When was the last time you sang an ENTIRE song?​​
Erm I tried to sing Paperboats today haha but it didn't really work

Do you like the last person who sent you a myspace message?​​
I'm not sure

What is one thing ​that is currently bothering you?
my dissertation

What was the last thing that you ate/drank​?​​
Some of my mum's curry

Do you realize it when you curse​?​​
yes

Who did you last talk to in person?​​
my mum

Last phone​call?​​
Charlie

Do you think​ places like New York City and California​ are overrated?​​
No, maybe California though.

Whose​ graduation​ will you be attending next?​​
MINE!

Do you think​ people who wear jeans​ in the summer are crazy​?​​
no

What was the last test you took & what for?
film studies, not sure what it was about though, maybe genre and cultural context?

What did you do yesterday?​​
I came back from Phoebe's place

What is the weather like today​?​​
Warm, suprisingly

Do you own any bright under​wear?​​
haha yes

How fast have you ever driven?​​
i dont drive

Where ​did your last hug take place​?​​
Today with Tom

What are you looking forward to in the next month​?​​
Seeing Charlie

If someone looked ON your bed, what would​they find?​​
Erm my duvet, like warm sheet thing, water bottle, bit of paper, module reader, notebook, phone, a sock, pillows. Cowwie.

What is the last movie you watch​ed?​​
how to lose friends and alienate people

Do you think you will be in a relat​ionship 3 months from now?
yar

What are you listening to right​now?
True Blood

What were you doing​ at 1am this morning?​​
Sleeping

Whats​ your favor​ite candy​?​​
Erm jelly tots

Who was the last person you called?​​
Charlie

What do you think​ about​ little dogs?​​
They're cute haha

Do you watch ​Saved ​By The Bell?
I used to!

Do you drink​ bottled water​?​​
Yar

Have you been to New York City?​​
Nope, I'm going in May

Do you know anyone who alway​s carries a knife​with them wherever they go?
probably

When was the last time you saw your grand​pa?​​
both of them are dead

What was the first ​thing​ you did when you woke up?
Used the loo

When was the last time something bothered you?
today

Who was the last celebrity someone told you you looked like?​​
erm Abbey from ER

How much cash do you have on you?
A bit more or less than £2

What was going through your mind during your last kiss?
I'm really going to miss you

How did you and your number 2 become friends?
Whos my number 2? Probably Juan. I asked him if it was his e-mail adress on this heart shaped bit of people, for Deirdre's sake, who followed them and spoke to him and Claudio in Spanish.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a R?
No

What do you do on the weekends?
Go shopping, hanging out with my friends, Charlie, my family. Who knows.

LAST PERSON:

To send you a Myspace message?
cant remember

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine

Ever kissed anyone 18 or older?
Yes

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
Yes

What are you doing tomorrow?
I have uni from 10-12, then I might be going out with Phoebe and Tomio.

Do you like to cuddle?
Yesh :)

What are your plans for this weekend?
I have none, god I'm sad


Did you ever lose a friend?
Yesh

What are you doing right now?
Watching true blood.

Ever go camping?
Yeah we used to go lots when I was younger.

Do you have a dog?
Yesh! Dennis!

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
the fact I dont have a job and no money

Have you spoken to your mother today?
Yesh

When was the last time you talked to your siblings?
Like a few minutes ago I just made a random noise at my brother

Where were you an hour ago?
Erm in the bath maybe.


Do you have any tattoo/piercings?
Ears.

Do you drink water?
Yeah

When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
Monday

Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
No, I notice awkward situations and I'm like oh poor them but no haha

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yesh!!!

Are you too forgiving?
Probably.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Maybe.

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
Hahaha sometimes I'm just like ehhh why are you so unfriendly.

What was the last thing you cried about?
I missed Charlie

Last person you blocked on MySpace?
I don't think I've ever blocked anyone.

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and your sure they won't tell anyone?
Yar

Who did you hangout with yesterday?
Phoebe

How many hours did you sleep last night?
7 I guess

Have you ever cried while in the shower?
Yar

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
Erm...I'm not sure.

Last four texts in your phone are from:
I deleted my inbox so I have none hahaha.

19.09.08

Sooooo...Friday was mine and Charlie's two year anniversary.

We were meant to stay in a really nice hotel in Waterloo but both of us were kind of ill, haha, so he cryptically text me saying for us to meet at 3 in South Wimbledon.

I got him a Mr.Happy t-shirt, an ipod shuffle (I put songs which reminded me of him on there) and made him a book with photos and lyrics and stuff.

We went to Leicster Square and swapped pressies, he got me gossip girl series 1 (yay) haha and he gave me the book of Wicked and inside were tickets to see the play that night! I kind of knew he'd got me tickets because he was really indiscreet bless him hahaha, or maybe I'm just a really good detective ;D...

but anyway we went to a Mexican resturant called Chiquito's and I got kind of tipsy on a strawberry daqori (it was soooo strong) and then we went to the Trochadero and bought sweets for the play and wasted loads of money on games :p

After that we headed to the theatre and play was so good! I loved it up hahaha, if anyone ever felt like they were different or just like an outsider than you'll definatley love it up. Though you have to be open to the idea of witches hahahaha.

So ye it was good times! :) Wooo!

Hehe ye below is a video of us on the way to Leicster Square haha! I cut my fringe myself that morning so yeah hahaha.

Clickity click

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-ojbmjvJt8

The Conversation.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4xby9d4XtXM

If I wrote a song, this is what it would be.
This is how I feel when I'm sad.

Do you remember how we met?
Silhouetted by the lights...
You were drunk and tried to take a mental picture with your hands
I was thinking about that
And a bunch of other things
Stop looking at the floor...
I need to pour out this expansive dose of words.

I can't explain...
I need to be alone.

I know the timing isn't great
But these things, you just can't plan.
I just need a little time
So I can find myself again
'Cause I get buried underneath
All the things they think you are
And I'm too tired to pretend it doesn't hurt
To be left out

I had a pocket full of dreams
But I gave them all to you
Now I think I want them back
So can you tell me if I'm crazy or confused?
Don't ever change
The way you are
I've never loved anyone more.

100 questions, stolen from Katie

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. “never say your going if you don't plan to start'. My book of quotes
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, what can you touch? hocus pocus dvd
3. Before you started this survey, what were you doing? Watching America's Next Top Model
4. What is the last thing you watched on TV? The News, but then I left
5. Without looking, guess what time it is. About 6.25?
6. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 6.28...oh yeah!
7. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? The tv
8. When did you last step outside? Yesterday
9. Did you dream last night? Yes but I can't remember it
10. Do you remember your dreams? Sometimes
11. When did you last laugh? Today at my dog probably
12. Do you remember why / at what? :p
13. What is on the walls of the room you are in? Erm some collages my friends made for me, a lot of photos of friends...the guys from peep shows photos, some pictures, donnie darko and the cures postcards, foo fighters gig tickets, tube map- old and new...poster of becoming jane and hallam foe.
14. Seen anything weird lately? My dog threw up grass. That was pretty weird
15. What do you think of this quiz? A time waster.
16. What is the last film you saw? I saw three in one day - sex and the city, iron man and indian jones. But I also watched goodluck chuck online and it was dirty!
17. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live? Somewhere near Charlie
18. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy? A flat! And stuff for my family.
19. Can you tell us something intresting? Erm an elephant can't jump.
20. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? Hmm, I'd make it easier to travel around!
21. Do you like to dance? Yar!
22. Would you ever consider living abroad? Kinda
23. Does your name make any interesting anagrams? 9 ) Arrest Crush Ore haha
24. Who made the last incoming call on your phone? Erm Charlie
25. How many friends do you have? A lot
26. Who is your best friend? I have more than one
27. Type of music you like most? Indie/Acoustic/Rock
28. Type of music you dislike most? Heavy Metal, I hate alphabeat A LOT
29. Are you listening to music right now? No but alphabeat were just advertised online :p
30. What colour is your bedroom carpet? I don't have carper
31. If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do? Change the loft in to a room.
32. What was the last thing you bought? Erm a taxi home...does that count?
33. Have you ever ridden on a motorbike? No
34. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? No
35. Do you have a garden? Yar
36. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? I barely know the first line.
37. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning? Usually, I need to pee or MOOOREEEE SLEEEEEP
38. If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be? Shia LeBouff :p or lebuff as I call him
39. Who sent the last text message you received? Charlie!
40. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? A book shop or hmv OR topshop OR urban outfitters :p
41. What time is bed time? Whenever I feel tired
42. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? Yar when I was younger.
43. How many tattoos do you have? No
44. If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one? No
45. What did you do for your last birthday? Clubbing and revolutions
46. Do you carry a donor card? No
47. Who was the last person you ate dinner with? Erm...well at home with my family.
48. Is the glass half empty or half full? Neither haha
49. What's the farthest-away place you've been? Greece
50. When's the last time you ate a home-grown tomato? Never
51. Have you ever won a trophy? Erm a Rory Award for being kind or something
52. Are you a good cook? Meh
53. Do you know how to pump your own gas? I don't drive
54. If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be? Erm...mark and jez from peep show
55. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school? Yar
56. Do you touch-type? Yar
57. What's under your bed? Videos and dust.
58. Do you believe in love at first sight? Lust
59. Think fast, what do you like right now? People
60. Where were you on Valentine's Day? At home I think
61. What time do you get up? 2.30 hahahaha
62. What was the name of your first pet? Bluie the bird
63. How many pets do you have now? well 2 and countless fish
64. Is there anything going on this weekend? Erm I'm looking for a new phone
65. How are you feeling right now? Sleepy
66. Do you have a religion? Nah
67. What is your golden rule? Be nice.
68. If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people? I would tell my close friends straight away but others no
69. Who would you tell first? My mum
70. What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema? Indiana Jones
71. Do you sing in the shower? No
72. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? Didn't we have this question?
73. What do you do most when you are bored? Go online
74. What do you do for a living? Student
75. Do you love your job? I don't have one.
76. Do your parents/grandparents still work? They are all dead.
77. What do they do? Well my grandad thought in the war and I think he was a constuction worker and my other grandad was a chef in the war. I'm not sure about the rest, possibly house wives?
78. Which came first the chicken or the egg? The egg
79. How many keys on your key ring? 2
80. Where would you retire to? Cornwall
81. What kind of car do you drive? I don’t have a car.
82. What was your first car? Never had a car
83. What are your best characteristics? Kindness, friendlyness and caringness
84. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go? Erm Greece again, Norway, Germany, most of Europe...Malaysia to see nessie!
85. What kind of books do you like to read? Hmm comedys, science fiction, love storys, classics...all sorts.
86. What super power would you want? Hmm, to fly? Never to die and heal people?
87. What is your favourite time of the day? The start
88. Where did you grow up? In London.
89. How far away from your birthplace do you live now? Well I was born in Westminister so a tube ride away?
90. Where were your parents born? England
91. Are you a morning person or a night owl? Depends.
92. Can you touch your nose with your tongue? Nope
93. Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows? Yes
94. Who is you historical inspiration? Erm...I don't think I have one :p
95. How many rings before you answer the phone? Depends
96. What is your best childhood memory? Meh
97. What are some of the different jobs that you have had in your life? Only had one offical for the theare but the voice over company was fun
98. Any new and exciting things that you would like to share? Nope.
99. What is most important in life? To find happiness
100. What Inspires You? People.

'A mermaid found a swimming lad,
Picked him for her own,
Pressed her body to his body,
Laughed; and plunging down
Forgot in cruel happiness
That even lovers drown'

..W.B Yates is my idol..

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Subject: 100 random questions!
Date: Sat, 31 May 2008 22:04:22 +0100

Answer the questions then send it to everyone else!

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. 'And he waited, why I don't know.'
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, what can you touch? Notepad
3. Before you started this survey, what were you doing? Playing Xbox 360
4. What is the last thing you watched on TV? Brittan's got talent
5. Without looking, guess what time it is 21:19
6. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 21:20 lol
7. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? The TV
8. When did you last step outside? About five hours ago
9. Did you dream last night? no
10. Do you remember your dreams? not really
11. When did you last laugh? at question 6
12. Do you remember why / at what? yea at question 6
13. What is on the walls of the room you are in? nothing, its just all blue
14. Seen anything weird lately? nah, well maybe, does work count?
15. What do you think of this quiz? interesting, see how bored I get
16. What is the last film you saw? dunno was ages ago
17. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live? Boston
18. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy? A new laptop
19. Can you tell us something intresting? No, or more to the point I dont want to
20. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? Free sweetrolls for everyone!
21. Do you like to dance? nah
22. Would you ever consider living abroad? yea
23. Does your name make any interesting anagrams? no
24. Who made the last incoming call on your phone? Joe
25. How many friends do you have? loads
26. Who is your best friend? JD of course
27. Type of music you like most? any
28. Type of music you dislike most? R and B (rubbish and bollocks)
29. Are you listening to music right now? no
30. What colour is your bedroom carpet? carpet colour
31. If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do? my room could be bigger, it's friggin small!
32. What was the last thing you bought? food
33. Have you ever ridden on a motorbike? yer
34. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? mabye
35. Do you have a garden? yup
36. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? no
37. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning? shit, i gotta work... again
38. If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be? dont know!
39. Who sent the last text message you received? Rebecca
40. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? dont have one
41. What time is bed time? lol you have a bed time?
42. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? no dont intend to either
43. How many tattoos do you have? none
44. If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one? meh not on my list of things to do
45. What did you do for your last birthday? got fucked out of my mind
46. Do you carry a donor card? no
47. Who was the last person you ate dinner with? family
48. Is the glass half empty or half full? both
49. What's the farthest-away place you've been? Florida
50. When's the last time you ate a home-grown tomato? never!!!
51. Have you ever won a trophy? yea several still plan to get more
52. Are you a good cook? ... next
53. Do you know how to pump your own gas? this is a trick question right? lol
54. If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be? dunno
55. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school? yes
56. Do you touch-type? sometimes
57. What's under your bed? a carpet
58. Do you believe in love at first sight? it happens, but lets be honest, it's not an every day thing now is it?
59. Think fast, what do you like right now? food!
60. Where were you on Valentine's Day? out
61. What time do you get up? bout 10
62. What was the name of your first pet? speedy
63. How many pets do you have now? 1
64. Is there anything going on this weekend?
65. How are you feeling right now?
66. Do you have a religion?
67. What is your golden rule?
68. If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people? woulddnt tell them
69. Who would you tell first? myslef lol
70. What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema? cant remember!
71. Do you sing in the shower? !no!
72. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? i swear these questions have already been asked
73. What do you do most when you are bored? work
74. What do you do for a living? work, not really living
75. Do you love your job? which one? nursing is okay but i dont like the hours the kids one is good but its not full time which sucks
76. Do your parents/grandparents still work? my parents do
77. What do they do? shit i dunno lol
78. Which came first the chicken or the egg? egg
79. How many keys on your key ring? 2 car and home
80. Where would you retire to? america maybe
81. What kind of car do you drive? a crap one
82. What was your first car? nissan, nuff said
83. What are your best characteristics? being crazy
84. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go? boston agian
85. What kind of books do you like to read? interesting ones
86. Where would you want to retire to? again same question!
87. What is your favourite time of the day? evening
88. Where did you grow up? here and there
89. How far away from your birthplace do you live now? miles
90. Where were your parents born? i'd have to ask
91. Are you a morning person or a night owl? night time
92. Can you touch your nose with your tongue? no, but i can lick my elbow, ha!
93. Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows? yup
94. Who is you historical inspiration? no one
95. How many rings before you answer the phone? rings? i decide if the phone is worth answering by my mood,
96. What is your best childhood memory? mm hard pressed to think of one
97. What are some of the different jobs that you have had in your life? not much, just kids and crazy people
98. Any new and exciting things that you would like to share? not yet
99. What is most important in life? not to be a prick
100. What Inspires You? me

May may may may...

The start of this month was really HOT.
Now it's bloody cold.
Haha.
So I met Juan and Sophie and we went for a picnic at my uni. Fun times! Me and Juan had an argument, but that's normal.

So! Liverpool! Everyone was really friendly and we stayed in a really pretty hotel. There was a year 11 prom thing going in inside and it reminded me of ours, but everyone was a lot of a lot more fashionable I have to say. We went for some crappy chinese buffet thing that was disgusting haha and did a loooot of shopping. I bought a cute dressss and a top which can be seen in the photo of me with the pink cardigan. Some guy in a lift asked me and my mum where we were from (they were Welsh, possible from Cardiff) and when we said London they said 'Not cocknies! We'd rather be stuck in the lift with...' then said something quite rude which will not be repeated haha, they were such jerks. There was a really cool resturant that was sort of desgined like a circus called circo but we didn't eat in there, just took photos, haha. The way back was insane, we had to go from Liverpool to Birmingham, then on to northampton by coach then another train to Euston then the northern line to homeeee!

Last night me, Harold and Katie went to this resturant on the kings road in which you could sit on tables that were near the roof. I got slight veritgo but it was fun. My meal was really salty but harold and katies were disgusting- I guess Harolds was nice if you like seafood. The owner was really friendly and recognised Harold from paperhcase. He also tried to nick my oyster card holder which is for breast cancer but I said no haha then felt bad because he said he was collecting them.

After we went for some cocktails and Katie met John and Ant D in Wimbledon but I didn't join them!

Roxies with the guys

So the other night a bunch of us went to revolutions and then roxies. It was a bit crazy, I got very drunk and danced a lot haha. Me, Phoebe, Tom and Richard decided to are going fishing...I am not in a very typy mood today so I will just post some photos :). Oh, and a video! I forgot to mention...Conor came.