I have decided from now on to update more, because I keep forgetting about my journal so at least this way I'll have some sort of memory of what was happening during my life at a certain time.
So work is boring. I'm pretty sure I saw trays of dead bodies today- great. All the medical students were being nerdy and hanging around, they thought I was just the photocopying girl so they seemed a bit snobby. One of them had nice arms though, haha.
I have an essay due Thursday so I went all the way to uni to get a video for it, but I just don't have the energy. I should of started sooner but I couldn't find the time and I'm just not inspired about it. Oh well, another bad grade I guess.
I'm looking forward to Christmas :3 hehe. I'll update sooner when I'm in higher spirits! Yawn yawn, I love sleep toooooo much.
Ooo hope everyone enjoys my playlist haha, all my favourite sad songs <3
Hmm so recently I've been feeling really ill. First of all I had PMS- I felt tired, irritable and like nothing was real. I find it hard to interact and I felt like I was living in a dream world. After that it was my period so I felt tired but happy. Now it's after my period but now I feel tired, dizzy, moody and anxious.
Apparently I'm suffering from anxiety attacks but who knows whats wrong with me. I'm happy when talking to other people but being at work drives me insane. I think I spend too much time alone.
So for uni I have to do a 10,000 word disseration on anything I want involving film. I decidied to do it on third wave feminism and it's effects on gender representation in the last decade.What a stupid idea hahaha. It's just annoying because women are never potrayed properly, I guess you could argue men aren't but there is a bigger demographic in film that allows more spectrums of the male physce to be potrayed rather than the womans. Anyway, I'm gonna focus on those films that guy made, Jude Apatow. He always makes 'unattrative' guys accesible to 'super hot women' who are in more succesful. Ye ye ye.Rant over.
Also...yay for Oboma!
As Mark Ronson said...'I feel like the whole world has won the superbowl'
So time for the quizzie...
Instructions: Answer the questions below, do a Google Image search with your answer, take a picture from the page of results, and do it with minimal words of explanation.
1. The age you’ll be on your next birthday
Simple enough!
2. A place you’d like to travel to
Venice! I was going to put Germany but I'd prefer this.
3. Your favourite place
Soho in London
OR
Sheffield city :) South Yorkshire
4. Your favourite food
Chicken Katsy Curry...yum yum yum.
5. Your Favorite drink
6. Your favourite pet
Dennis! R.I.P Tootsie!
7. Your favorite colour combination
I like them all!
8. Your favourite piece of clothing
My black vest top and pj bottoms..they keep my warm!
9. Your favourite TV show
Peep Show!!! <3 align="center">10. First name of your significant other
Erm...I like this tv programme called True Blood haha. Talking to Charlie on the phone. Buying a twister. Buying a notepad. Small things :p
How are you feeling at this exact moment?
Bored/Tired/Anxious because I want to read this material but can't be arsed.
Do you ever wonder how other people see you?
Yes
Are you taller than most?
Smaller than most.
When was the last time you sang an ENTIRE song? Erm I tried to sing Paperboats today haha but it didn't really work
Do you like the last person who sent you a myspace message? I'm not sure
What is one thing that is currently bothering you? my dissertation
What was the last thing that you ate/drank? Some of my mum's curry
Do you realize it when you curse? yes
Who did you last talk to in person? my mum
Last phonecall? Charlie
Do you think places like New York City and California are overrated? No, maybe California though.
Whose graduation will you be attending next? MINE!
Do you think people who wear jeans in the summer are crazy? no
What was the last test you took & what for? film studies, not sure what it was about though, maybe genre and cultural context?
What did you do yesterday? I came back from Phoebe's place
What is the weather like today? Warm, suprisingly
Do you own any bright underwear? haha yes
How fast have you ever driven? i dont drive
Where did your last hug take place? Today with Tom
What are you looking forward to in the next month? Seeing Charlie
If someone looked ON your bed, what wouldthey find? Erm my duvet, like warm sheet thing, water bottle, bit of paper, module reader, notebook, phone, a sock, pillows. Cowwie.
What is the last movie you watched? how to lose friends and alienate people
Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? yar
What are you listening to rightnow? True Blood
What were you doing at 1am this morning? Sleeping
Whats your favorite candy? Erm jelly tots
Who was the last person you called? Charlie
What do you think about little dogs? They're cute haha
Do you watch Saved By The Bell? I used to!
Do you drink bottled water? Yar
Have you been to New York City? Nope, I'm going in May
Do you know anyone who always carries a knifewith them wherever they go? probably
When was the last time you saw your grandpa? both of them are dead
What was the first thing you did when you woke up? Used the loo
When was the last time something bothered you? today
Who was the last celebrity someone told you you looked like? erm Abbey from ER
How much cash do you have on you? A bit more or less than £2
What was going through your mind during your last kiss? I'm really going to miss you
How did you and your number 2 become friends? Whos my number 2? Probably Juan. I asked him if it was his e-mail adress on this heart shaped bit of people, for Deirdre's sake, who followed them and spoke to him and Claudio in Spanish.
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a R? No
What do you do on the weekends? Go shopping, hanging out with my friends, Charlie, my family. Who knows.
LAST PERSON:
To send you a Myspace message? cant remember
Whose bed did you sleep in last night? Mine
Ever kissed anyone 18 or older? Yes
Have you held hands with anybody in the past week? Yes
What are you doing tomorrow? I have uni from 10-12, then I might be going out with Phoebe and Tomio.
Do you like to cuddle? Yesh :)
What are your plans for this weekend? I have none, god I'm sad
Did you ever lose a friend? Yesh
What are you doing right now? Watching true blood.
Ever go camping? Yeah we used to go lots when I was younger.
Do you have a dog? Yesh! Dennis!
Biggest annoyance in your life right now? the fact I dont have a job and no money
Have you spoken to your mother today? Yesh
When was the last time you talked to your siblings? Like a few minutes ago I just made a random noise at my brother
Where were you an hour ago? Erm in the bath maybe.
Do you have any tattoo/piercings? Ears.
Do you drink water? Yeah
When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends? Monday
Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward? No, I notice awkward situations and I'm like oh poor them but no haha
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yesh!!!
Are you too forgiving? Probably.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Maybe.
Do you care if people hate you for no reason? Hahaha sometimes I'm just like ehhh why are you so unfriendly.
What was the last thing you cried about? I missed Charlie
Last person you blocked on MySpace? I don't think I've ever blocked anyone.
Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and your sure they won't tell anyone? Yar
Who did you hangout with yesterday? Phoebe
How many hours did you sleep last night? 7 I guess
Have you ever cried while in the shower? Yar
When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong? Erm...I'm not sure.
Last four texts in your phone are from: I deleted my inbox so I have none hahaha.
Sooooo...Friday was mine and Charlie's two year anniversary.
We were meant to stay in a really nice hotel in Waterloo but both of us were kind of ill, haha, so he cryptically text me saying for us to meet at 3 in South Wimbledon.
I got him a Mr.Happy t-shirt, an ipod shuffle (I put songs which reminded me of him on there) and made him a book with photos and lyrics and stuff.
We went to Leicster Square and swapped pressies, he got me gossip girl series 1 (yay) haha and he gave me the book of Wicked and inside were tickets to see the play that night! I kind of knew he'd got me tickets because he was really indiscreet bless him hahaha, or maybe I'm just a really good detective ;D...
but anyway we went to a Mexican resturant called Chiquito's and I got kind of tipsy on a strawberry daqori (it was soooo strong) and then we went to the Trochadero and bought sweets for the play and wasted loads of money on games :p
After that we headed to the theatre and play was so good! I loved it up hahaha, if anyone ever felt like they were different or just like an outsider than you'll definatley love it up. Though you have to be open to the idea of witches hahahaha.
So ye it was good times! :) Wooo!
Hehe ye below is a video of us on the way to Leicster Square haha! I cut my fringe myself that morning so yeah hahaha.